I'm wide awake, it's morning

*This was actually supposed to have been posted last night.*


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Just had a haircut. Again.

I don't think it has been three months since I last got my hair cut. Oh well, now I want my hair short. I actually still want it a little shorter than it is now.


Had a very interesting morning. And because of that, I shall tell the story in my blog. Just so I remember this day.

Woke up from a dream, more like a nightmare, really. I swore to myself that I shall stop hoping and dreaming of that same guy that I have wished for for three years already. And I was true to my word. Of course he still comes by my thoughts, but I don't really think of him "think of him". It just kind of passes by, like a very brief moment. Anyway, about the dream. Well it's kind of fun really, cause like I told a few of my friends, it was kind of like a show on television, with all the action and the drama. I just recall that I went someplace where the guy was, then there were bad guys. Then all of a sudden we were running. I don't know why I was just with him. But I just know that I was running with him, kind of like I was helping him. I think we were going to see the bad guys, though he doesn't know that yet. Anyway, the dream ends while we were running I think, or that's just all that I recall. It was really weird cause when I was starting to realize that it was a dream and feel like I was waking up, I kept closing my eyes real tight cause I didn't want to wake up. I wanted to still be in the dream. Though I call it a nightmare, it was kind of a nice dream, really. And also, one thing that I didn't really forget was a part in the dream where I touched the guy, like really held his hands. And the dream felt like it was really real and that I was there. And well the weirdest part, I actually woke up feeling very tired. My upper body ached and so did my legs.

AND THEN... and this is a really big AND THEN...

I go online and guess what? The guy, that I dreamt about, left me an offline message. I was really, really surprised. But there was also a part of me that wasn't, cause for some reason when I woke up from the dream, I had a feeling that he would message me, that I would get to talk to him. And so that's what happened. I replied to his message and he was still online. We talked, but only for a bit. Like I always say, our conversation goes nowhere.

So after a few messages here and there I stopped replying. Then he messages back saying something really conceited, and I just stopped replying. I don't really know if he's trying to say something, and why he said those things. So I just ignored him. I was also kind of surprised with myself 'cause I didn't think that I would react the way I did. 'Cause knowing me, I would've really made a huge deal of what happened. If they were coincidences or not. But well, I just don't like to think so much of it anymore. I guess I just got so tired of it all. So I guess I didn't think about it that much the whole day. I just thought about it again when I was writing this entry. Although it would be really cool if that dream continues. I would really love that. =)

Oh well, so that's my morning. Really weird, but kind of interesting. It was a fun day. Alhough it rained most of the day. But still, I'm going to bed happy today. =)

Don't dream it's over

My keyboard just arrived!


SO HAPPY! =)

Fall On Me

Listening to Monster's Riot.

Requested some songs through Facebook.

Heard one of the songs I requested.

Such a wonderful moment. =)


Hahaha, well it's my first time (I think) to request anything on air. Sooo exciting. I really thought I won't get to hear any of my songs 'cause I mostly requested OPM (Original Pilipino Music), and they weren't playing any OPM. Also, some of the requests which came after mine were already being played. And being the anxious (and jealous) person that I am, I kinda lost hope already. So it was really, REALLY exciting when the song came on. =)) Plus, DJ Gelli pronounced my name correctly so that was another great thing. =) I love her already! She's beautiful too!

Obviously Im so hyped up by this. So here's to a wonderful night!

PS:
She mentioned my name again! Hahaha 'cause I said that I got so excited the first time. =)) For that, I shall try to tune in everyday.

The search for something more

Just raked autumn leaves from the front yard. FUN. =)

Why is it there's nothing to do online anymore? I used to have days when I would be online almost 24/7. But now, it's like there's nothing to do. Well maybe that's really how it is, and I just hadn't noticed before now.

I like Taylor Swift. I really do. But if all this press about her doesn't stop or just even lessen soon, I think I'm gonna end up disliking her. Too bad, 'cause I really do like her. I think she's very talented and beautiful; and maybe even really nice too. Sure, there are a lot of greater singers than her out there, but I love her songs. I just can't stand all the attention she's getting. I'm happy for her though, really. The awards, all the recognition she's getting, she deserves it. But I just don't like things getting too hyped up. And I think that's what's happening now. Everyday there's some article about her. Every few hours I hear one of her songs on the radio. Like I said, I do like her and her songs, but there comes a point when you just get tired of it all. So I really hope that this Taylor Swift mania subsides, if even just a little. I don't want her to end up like Britney Spears after all. I just want to go through days without seeing her face on the newspaper or tabloids, or hearing a song of hers on the radio.

Am I really that self-centered? Oh well, maybe I am.