I'm wide awake, it's morning

*This was actually supposed to have been posted last night.*


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Just had a haircut. Again.

I don't think it has been three months since I last got my hair cut. Oh well, now I want my hair short. I actually still want it a little shorter than it is now.


Had a very interesting morning. And because of that, I shall tell the story in my blog. Just so I remember this day.

Woke up from a dream, more like a nightmare, really. I swore to myself that I shall stop hoping and dreaming of that same guy that I have wished for for three years already. And I was true to my word. Of course he still comes by my thoughts, but I don't really think of him "think of him". It just kind of passes by, like a very brief moment. Anyway, about the dream. Well it's kind of fun really, cause like I told a few of my friends, it was kind of like a show on television, with all the action and the drama. I just recall that I went someplace where the guy was, then there were bad guys. Then all of a sudden we were running. I don't know why I was just with him. But I just know that I was running with him, kind of like I was helping him. I think we were going to see the bad guys, though he doesn't know that yet. Anyway, the dream ends while we were running I think, or that's just all that I recall. It was really weird cause when I was starting to realize that it was a dream and feel like I was waking up, I kept closing my eyes real tight cause I didn't want to wake up. I wanted to still be in the dream. Though I call it a nightmare, it was kind of a nice dream, really. And also, one thing that I didn't really forget was a part in the dream where I touched the guy, like really held his hands. And the dream felt like it was really real and that I was there. And well the weirdest part, I actually woke up feeling very tired. My upper body ached and so did my legs.

AND THEN... and this is a really big AND THEN...

I go online and guess what? The guy, that I dreamt about, left me an offline message. I was really, really surprised. But there was also a part of me that wasn't, cause for some reason when I woke up from the dream, I had a feeling that he would message me, that I would get to talk to him. And so that's what happened. I replied to his message and he was still online. We talked, but only for a bit. Like I always say, our conversation goes nowhere.

So after a few messages here and there I stopped replying. Then he messages back saying something really conceited, and I just stopped replying. I don't really know if he's trying to say something, and why he said those things. So I just ignored him. I was also kind of surprised with myself 'cause I didn't think that I would react the way I did. 'Cause knowing me, I would've really made a huge deal of what happened. If they were coincidences or not. But well, I just don't like to think so much of it anymore. I guess I just got so tired of it all. So I guess I didn't think about it that much the whole day. I just thought about it again when I was writing this entry. Although it would be really cool if that dream continues. I would really love that. =)

Oh well, so that's my morning. Really weird, but kind of interesting. It was a fun day. Alhough it rained most of the day. But still, I'm going to bed happy today. =)