After all these years... the rush is still there - the exact surge of emotion that started three years ago. As his name or face appears even in the most inconspicuous of places, the heart still races the same way. As that small strip of notification from Yahoo! Messenger shows up with his name on it, the words disappointment, hope, and fate come to mind.
Like I said, it started three years ago, the summer just before college. I won't bore you with the details anymore. Just know that this wasn't exactly the first time that this kind of thing has happened, so there's really no surprise. It's just the typical girl meets guy - girl like likes guy - guy fools girl - guy breaks girl's heart and tears it to pieces kind of thing. Except that until now, there's still some heart-tearing happening. And it's completely the girl's fault.
You see, the two still talk. The girl knows it's bad for her 'cause there's still something there. She feels both the ache and happiness in being able to converse with the guy, even though their talks don't really go anywhere. She did like like him after all. Maybe still does, but has lost all hope. And the guy, he's happy with another girl. But the saddest part - guy doesn't remember girl.
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